Birthday is worth celebrating. However, that is only true for youngsters. As you get older and older, there is no meaning reminding yourself of it by celebrating birthdays.
Someone told me, as long as you past the age of thirty, everything becomes normal from fear of getting older when you are close to your thirtieth birthday. I have no idea how relaxed I would be at that time, but at least now I know how fearful I am. I do not even want to face my age. Every time I talked to a cute guy in the company, I hesitated to talk about my years of experience and I realize as time passes by, young cute guys will go away from me since I can't hide it from them forever. I am kind of lost at this point.Only knowing I am getting close to some big meaningful moment in my life, I don't really know how to deal with the moments before it. Should I just forget everything about my age and do whatever I want or plan everything and prepare myself for the age of thirty?
It is easy to define your aim in your career. But life is never easy even from the point of finding the aim. Especially at the time of my birthday, I am in the middle of nowhere.
Happy Birthday to myself, anyway!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Living in Manhattan
Living in Manhattan means you have to pay more and spend more and of course earn more. Manhattan is a place which frustrates you because you don't have enough money to buy whatever you can find in Manhattan but also encourages you to think out ways so you can make more or save more money.
I am not surprised that the first thing rushed into my mind is uncertainty about my finance after I moved to Manhattan. It is such an ideal place for those people who loves city life. The fact that you can breath with so many people around all the time and you can dine in such decorated places is so attractive although it might seem to somebody else as unpractical. Why do we want to live in the city and never wanna leave for good? Because it's so charming as a civilized place with everything developed so well so that life is convenient and colorful to us, but only if we can afford it.
Every city has its power to attract the most brilliant and competitive people who always eager to gain from their living more than the others. Even if the living expense is so high, it still well persuades the best to stay in forever, or at least come back once a while.
I am not surprised that the first thing rushed into my mind is uncertainty about my finance after I moved to Manhattan. It is such an ideal place for those people who loves city life. The fact that you can breath with so many people around all the time and you can dine in such decorated places is so attractive although it might seem to somebody else as unpractical. Why do we want to live in the city and never wanna leave for good? Because it's so charming as a civilized place with everything developed so well so that life is convenient and colorful to us, but only if we can afford it.
Every city has its power to attract the most brilliant and competitive people who always eager to gain from their living more than the others. Even if the living expense is so high, it still well persuades the best to stay in forever, or at least come back once a while.
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